Proyekto

First I would like to address this to some of my friends who think that i am insane of why am i loving Jpop. okay, here’s the situation: every time i would show H!P Pvs on my friends some would say “oh! their cute, they look the same!” my reaction was a smile and explain “no, their not. i’m happy you like what i showed you”,”what the hell? their so sexy and hell beautiful!!!” of course i would smile again and be proud BUT some would say “what the hell on the world?? are these your FANTASIES?” and i would think “come on?! when you say fantasy, for me, i would think that i play them in my mind, something like green” and I DON’T do that! i respect my Japanese Idols specially H!P but it’s freakin’ annoying that somebody would tell that those were my fantasy. anyway, i understand my friends afterwards coz i knew that they think “Japanese? what would you understand from them?” but it bothers me a lot coz i think that “do they see me as a fantasy-seeker guy?” i don’t want it to be like that T_T. to tell you, i don’t tell them about this blog coz right into that PV thing and some stuffs, like a pin of Buono! which i ask to be made, what more would they think if they see this well i wouldn’t till they understand that i like H!P.

Some time back when i haven’t yet discovered H!P i saw some concerts of Michael Jackson and his fans would cry out and the worst thing is to pass-out in the middle of his concert seeing a guy who’s bare brief is outside his pants(i’m laughing when i saw it) i thought that “what the hell are these guys? they pass-out during concerts and drip their tears seeing a guy like that? they’re definitely insane!” after i knew H!P when i would watch Buono! concert vids which i downloaded, when i’m alone in the house, i would scream out Airi, Momo and Miya’s names loudly and there are joys in me that would become tears of joy and so i understand now why they would pass-out during concerts maybe this would happen to me if time comes XD there are these tremendous amount of joyfulness in you that eventually explode ‘till you say “oh God! i saw my ultimate can’t-reach idols, would you take me now? i’m ready to dieX-l” that’s what i think now.

Lesson: understand why people really like something that looked weird to your eyes coz you wouldn’t know how they think of you when they saw the same thing in you.